Every beat of my heart ;

22:09,

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

Fell asleep for a while and had the worst dream ever. I woke up in tears.

But it was set in the future, and in the end when I died, I went on an exhale and in your arms.
I felt your heartbeat quicken.

And my fingers were entangled in my quilts and I wonder if I'd been holding your hand.

You know ..? We were only thirty-seven.

I wasn't there the moment that you first learnt to breathe.
But I'm on my way, I'm on my way.