10:09 PM,
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Fell asleep for a while and had the worst dream ever. I woke up in tears.
But it was set in the future, and in the end when I died, I went on an exhale and in your arms.
I felt your heartbeat quicken.
And my fingers were entangled in my quilts and I wonder if I'd been holding your hand.
You know ..? We were only thirty-seven.
I wasn't there the moment that you first learnt to breathe.
But I'm on my way, I'm on my way.