Every beat of my heart ;
another goodnight kiss
robbed of all your silver passion
10:20 PM,
Wednesday, February 3, 2010

moodswung like batshit crazy today. don't really care anymore bec i'm mad tired & hurting. fuck menses & fuck subtlety.

thank you for forgetting i existed. thank you joy, for the full 10 minutes of mindless laughter on 30.


9:51 PM, By tomorrow you would have gone away,
Tuesday, February 2, 2010



"i have a big head, & little arms ...!"

The nicest memories are spontaneous but the funniest are selective :D can never seem to forget that line ...!

--

When you reduce life to black and white, you never see rainbows.
ah, Life, the bane of my existence. HAHAHA IT SOUNDS SO STUPID IT'S GREAT
(say you agree! D:)

But yknow? I really cannot remember my life before alarm clocks & mobile phones. Sigh.

Muahahaha q tired. Tired enough t not be coherent (awesome excuse aye?) :} eat my socks ...! I miss my long blog posts :(


1:36 AM, Lamppost rendezvous
Sunday, January 31, 2010

Came across this while bloghopping & had to steal, so irresistably cute:

I dare you to sleepwalk to your kitchen tonight! :D

--

But srsly, on a more sombre (& recent) note,

(my) r/ships w people are getting worse.

I've always had this fear of people who don't smile (eh, don't laugh x_x) but lately it's becoming almost phobic.

Totally don't know what anyone is thinking anymore. And I can't even read it from body language. Restricting expression is the new black, but what for, now?

You'd think there'd be causes for celebration in this vastness but happiness is beginning to seem like a crime too painful, too shameful to share.

Plus late-night walks are starting to lose their preloved magic. There goes another safety blanket torn to shreds. (sigh)


I see your blue eyes everytime I close mine;
You make it hard to see,


pmz


9:24 PM, Before midnight,
Thursday, January 28, 2010


Y r n f ths ppl wh hv vrythng xcpt thght fr ppl wh r nt lk y. Nd I m n f ths ppl wh, dspt my bhvr, stll mng t mpthz w ppl wh r NT LK Y bcs I hv bn thr, dn tht & ddn't lk t. Gss t's tm I gv p n ppl, blvng tht thy wld thnk lk m. Bt why r y lk ths? Tht's ll I rlly wnt t knw.
--

Removing vowels fr words is strangely addictive. I don't know why.
Probably bec it's quite funny how 5 basic letters can so drastically change the way one reads & types

Slows you down q a bit eh. But lately it seems like we are no longer programmed to appreciate little things around us anymore.

--

You do not put a price to a r/(f)/ship by measuring its value w a salvageability quotient. I have no fucking idea what you are thinking and, in case you are not aware, your silence is ridiculous.

Don't know (& don't rly care, honestly) who you are trying to protect and why but

STOP LOOKING @ ME LIKE THAT
OR I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE & I MEAN IT.


But nights like this, it seems, are slowly fleeting,
They disappear as reality crashes to the floor.


10:53 PM,
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Tmtbl #1


Tmtbl #4
Trs awsm.

Othr thn th bvs xtnsns n Tsdys & Thrsdys, d y s ny thr dffrnc?
Fck y tmtblng cmmtt.


Empt glsss n tbls, chs fll ths rms,
Th mmrs g whr w g; thr lk th stcs tht y nvr ls.


wth lv, pmz!


2:13 PM, Lazy Sunday Today.
Sunday, January 24, 2010

I think it's pretty cool to express your thoughts/ yourself through pictures. And I also think that the world is a very beautiful place, but I don't appreciate it enough.

Quite honestly, there is very little beauty in concrete jungles.

The occasional vintage history tucked away in steel framework shadows reflected off green glass windows are too few and too far between for me to find.

And anyway, I much prefer staring at quiet landscape wide-angle shots but I don't have much of a knack for photography and I have A'levels to study for.

ISN'T MY LIFE SAD? :(

It's quite sickening to have to constantly weigh benefits against each other esp when it comes to things I know I'll probably regret in the short run, but be grateful for when I look back.

There was an article about it in the latest MYB, I think.


Today I watched little kids play while they watched me be lazy on poolside chair (completely ignoring WSS muahaha) and it felt absolutely surreal, to feel so free & disengaged from normal Sunday afternoons.

Today is (was) such a lazy, lazy Sunday.


And you're, you're the only face I wanna see,
That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home.

love, pmz


10:15 PM, For a while,
Friday, January 22, 2010


Tell me how does one bring up a conversation one never had without dredging up the past? Like there is a taboo against wanting a better present as opposed to a brighter tomorrow. There is, however, no brighter tomorrow for you. You are like a tealeaf fresh out of the box but soggy with no flavour. I could boil you in hot water for a midnight pick-me-up then throw you out of my window two hours later untouched. But I am not so cold-hearted, and I still want to talk to you tomorrow, and for the rest of our miserable lives.



17. Size 10.
Temperamental.




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