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2:52 PM, Monday's child is fair of face
Monday, December 5, 2011
0212frd Mini farm on my bed ♥Saleeeeeeeeeeee on the pillow pets!! mad adorbs and superrrrr soft :)) can't believe i never knew pillow pets existed until recently but now they are MINE :D except for one pig, which is gg to another pig soon.. Anyway the little army takes up ≥½ bed space machiam sleeping with a lover omggggg #foreveralone hahahahaha but still very thankful that i don't have any dust mite allergies or asthma :) what will i do if i can't have my friends protecting me from 夜來妖怪??! OH and the penguins were free :D came with the pigs. 0312strd 11:11; C♥XLBI miss them all :( wish we could meet up in our entirety soon but i guess, 2013?? tough, considering 4/7 of us are all over the world. But so proud of us, little globetrotters :') 0512mnd Temperature went past 20 today!! :D first warm sunny afternoon in DAYS. odd, cos it's technically summer now~ but K says that it's not unlike melb to have 40+ degrees some days, so kind of treasuring these cold spells It's still a little dampening (heeheeeeee pun) cos i have suffered almost six months of cold weather -__----- if it snowed in melb i wouldn't complain so much LOL. -- Went to IKEA to get my frames! loving the ribba series, walnut effect :) but they're kinda expensive?! Wish they'd roll out a two-photo model, got single and triple but no in-between i ask sky why like that. (insert GPOY of frames. Seriously i buy so many ,_,) Decided school wasn't worth it ("mahs-es" omg) so set about washing the bedclothes :) meant to change the bedsheet and spreads every 6 weeks but got lazy last week heh *sheepish* Actually don't even know how often you should change your bedspreads. thought maybe i should do it monthly but like too often leh? 7:16pm OKAY did a quick google search and turned up things like these: ![]() Wtf once a week where got people so neurotic one?! /edit Sunbathers~ ☀Will be sunning my things a lot more often now i think :) love the smell of sun on my clothes/ toys/ fabrics. But since coming out here i haven't been drying my things in the open, cos of the dust and rain :(( Rawrrrrrr miss home. I miss helping mummy (or daddy) take in the clothes racks from the backyard, sitting in the dining room folding clothes and sorting them :') okay admittedly i don't do that often anymore, espesh after year 4, but i miss the sundays when daddy would throw open all the sliding doors and grilles, and mummy would sit outside in one of the rattan chairs with nescafe and the sunday paper... ♡ Bedspread change + sun❥ed friends~ Love lazy domestic days but mehhhh got to stop cutting class :( before term ends i must attend a full day of monday lectures at least once! *crosses heart* Okey gg to bathe and then start on research for essay that is due weds 9am HAHA i really never learn. excellence is expected from me must try to deliver :X I throw my armor down, leave the battleground For the final time now.
9:22 PM, Loverboy.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
0312strd ❅❅Bought these lovelies ystd from kmart, currently in the process of stringing them all over my room :) am such a sucker for pretty things??! Need to remember that I'm no longer earning my own pocket money *sigh* I swearrrrrrrrr I have been meaning to go apply for jobs but my nerves AND timetable are such cockblockers :(((( very intimidating to walk up to potential colleagues and ask if there are positions available okay..!! also cos my relevant experience not very impressive but i will get around to it. Must find things to do during christmas and new year's break, and then sem break next feb Busy bee for now! got assignments to excel in but a bit lazy :X how ah. Everyone in sg finish exams and partying already why i still so loser *stabs self* -- 0412snd Sometimes when I'm happy my heart sinks a little bit. I keep feeling like I'm waiting and waiting, for who I maybe know but for what and why I don't. ![]() Mehhhhhhhh there is no white Christmas for me :( except in my candlenut ♥ Tonight our arms are open wide, The stars are in your eyes.
8:03 PM, Stealing stars
Saturday, December 3, 2011
![]() You ask why I write only of death, war, hate Is the world really only so cold? And I ask myself the same, every day. Once upon a time we fell apart, You're holding in your hands the two halves of my heart.
8:18 PM,
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
1611wdnsd that day we had an hour of lecture on college grounds :) gotta ♡ late spring and silver nails.
4:13 PM, In my dreams, the dead are color-coded.
Monday, November 28, 2011
soft around the edges, and the corners don't lift even when you smile. now i'm not sure if they are still so kind. ![]() the nightmares are returning, every night someone different dies i see them vanish in nicotine clouds that turn sapphire ice with the screams of someone else. and as always the scream grows a face and echoes off the walls. the corner is full of them, these dying rainbowed shells. you see, ruby is for the people closest to my heart. silver honors the betrayed, emerald thanks the acquaintances, marigold kisses the faces I remember but whose names I no longer know. amethyst shames the ones who gave up, black to haunt the vicious shadows that die with them. i don't remember when i first learnt to coax myself out of sleep, but it must have been such a very long time ago. now on quiet mornings just before i wake, i can hear the rain before it falls. Fake motherfuckers' envy make you wanna squeeze your Glock till it's empty, I'm already standing on the edge so don't tempt me.
4:15 AM,
Monday, November 7, 2011
![]() i woke up because i asphyxiated in my dream. so it's only fitting that i should drift back a dead woman. woke because i died. died because i slept. tap tap tap. it's the horror show murderer coming for me. walking unseen along a corridor, he strikes the handle of his ax against the wall....... But lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries And they scream.
12:52 AM,
Sunday, November 6, 2011
![]() I want you to remember me. I want you to remember me in all senses of the word. Not just my name; all of the things you felt when you thought of me. How I once used to be important to you. I want you to think of me when you least expect to; when you're lonely or when you turn your phone in your hands, absent-mindedly, watching a storm outside. You wouldn't remember just how much I love rainy days, but I want you to remember the way I used to cross your mind all the time. i'm gonna paint you by numbers, and color you in if things go right, we can frame it, and put you on a wall. |
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