Every beat of my heart ;

23:59, 2010 where u @ !

Friday, 1 January 2010

2009
My one-time love affair;

I don't want a miracle; what I need is a second chance.

It really doesn't matter to me anymore. There are more and bigger things to worry about now.

Besides, do I want to remember awful tangles of mindfucks, screw-overs, unwon battles and diseased quarrels in 牛年?

No. Fuck no.

What do to now? I know how to show appreciation when it's deserved but I do bear grudges with (an extremely proud) vengeance, so go ahead, pick one (with integrity!):

Thank you. Fuck you.
for your time, company, words & anything that you (may) have done for/ to me on any 1 day in the last 365, because it meant so much to me ):)

and also, before I forget,

★ HAPPY 2010, YOU!

What I'm after in 2010, is most of all a better year in all sense of the word. Better damned decision-making, for one. Opportunities, time-management, excuses :}

Is it on your list too? Because while I firmly believe in individualism two is (somehow almost always) better than one.

satisfaction achievement laughter comfort health
eye-openers company action self-control happiness and

you.

Here's a sunrise to more
hellos goodbyes tomorrows and ever afters.

I'm thinking that all that still matters, is love ever after
'Cause after the life we've been through, I know there's no life after you.

much ♥, pmz!