I was still okay.


i like sunsets like this!; nineteendecember'08}

Last night when i couldn't sleep i thought it would be a good idea to take a spin on my very beaten-up bike, but i kind of live on a slope & i got a little scared so hmm, still in one piece :)

I want a new bike though!, or @ least one in decent condition, (plus cam too!) z_z why does it seem like everything fell apart when last year came & went, esp nearer the end? Gosh, another sign? -_-

Googled palm lines yesterday & had a go reading my own palm :D I thought it was quite fun but pretty dodgy too, since i
x. have a karmatic life (chained life line)
x. am going to be twice-divorced (branching marriage lines)
x. will never have kids (no children lines!)
x. might get a stab @ fame (i have a fame line!, even though it says only some people have it o_o)
x. will also most probably suffer from poor health (broken health line. AHAH! see nicole?)

Btw am bored out of my mind, absolutely ready to get out & away from very stifling home; it's kind of not worth living if this is the life i have to live while knowing there's something better out there,

is this what they meant when ignorance was bliss?, bec after a while, everything kind of dies.

I smell damn nice so i don't really care hahaha, it almost rained just now & shokubutsu ftw! :D


And i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i ever had;

love, pmz