SO TIRED SOSO HAPPY + INSERT-SIGH-OF-RELIEF
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JOY JOY JOYNESS! :D MARCH HOLS ARE HERE!
'ere i go down on bended knee x_x

term one has completely wiped me out.
crazy people with multiple (ie. more than 2) CCAs probably felt burnt out a long long time ago,
they're them & i'm me; so who am i to compare?

i am relieved the one-week break is here :)
i love school and all, the holidays weren't awaited nor expected & it was kind of abrupt, the way term ended, but i am relieved anyway.

so while i'm at it,

TO HELL WITH SCHOOL+5AM ALARMS+ CROWDED BUS 12S ESPECIALLY.

I PREDICT:
x. the holidays will fly by
x. i'll feel unproductive
x. i will be unproductive -_-

and yknow what? i dont really care :D

I need to feel like i have time to waste, i need to be & feel sinful (hahaha), and waste my life away cycling on West malaysia; to hell with malaysian robbers, i need excitement in my life*

one week. x_x

it's (seriously) not much, but it's enough. :)

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there's something about choir that drains me more than odac does, i suspect my love-hate r/ship.

i guess odac drains me physically but choir's more of phys and mentally too?

i can't throw it out of my life after four years.
i know sometime, somehow i'm going to have to go cold turkey (ahh. my 包. x_x), so ... why not later?
i know i'm being stupid, bec delaying a farewell only deepens the attachment & makes letting go the next time a lot harder,

but we're stupid that way. sigh.

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had my theory exam today! apparently i did register, but ohwell, i think it's not distinction worthy. met like, 3 twoG people :D

afterwards popped by roxy square to get measurements for the ahhh-super-chio gown that almost made me want to jump back to choir :) & the auntie takes hip to mean butt! @ first i was thinking wtf is the tape doing around my ass, and why is my hip circumference 38.5 inches?! but i dunno, i guess it means my gown will be damn form-fitting (since my waist is fricking 26)** x_x

ohmyshizz i'm going to starve myself till syf, bec there is no way i am going up on stage if my stomach's not flat. Hahaha. i swear any disrepancy is super obvious, sigh; 肚肚 shows, unfortunately.


p/s: the msian robber thing is a figure of speech. like real i want to get mugged.
p/p/s: last i measured was when we were rushing to get skirts (27). so i know 26 isn't very slim. -_- shh.


I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets,
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet.

XOXO, PMZ!