what holiday did we have again?
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Somehow i feel more drained now than i was when school closed for the break. And i really feel stupid for admitting it. x_x

Yippee i'm tired but i don't wanna sleep bec i'll feel guilty;
but look! Here i am :) talk about getting my priorities straight, ha! -_-

Helloooooo school uniform. Helloooooo bus 12. Helloooooo choir pt
(still, it's like, do i have a choice? x_x)

I vaguely remember promising to be a good girl, but it seems like i've been a little too busy being a tired girl.

Wonder where my life's heading to? :\ (not down, i hope!) plus it seems time is really not on my (our) side.
ohmgosh they weren't kidding about the jump. & here i was naively thinking i still had plenty of time.
I'm not going to go anywhere until i've understood binomial & functions. GC, sweet pretty GC, i should probably name it :)

How can i say i wasn't forewarned?, should have seen it coming, but look, three months & where am i, what am i working for? How can i say, how can i ascertain, when this is all so confusing (& i'm not yet seventeen, but should i know better?)

It scares me, that i still don't know so much when next year's The Year and after that, we really grow up.


p/s: matching things ftw! mismatched things ftw too :) Unless you get _____ peering @ your everywhere. You unhappy? 又怎样, I also :(

p/p/s: In about 10 hours, i'm going to be either very happy or very sad. (:(