Can't take it -_- 2009 is only 3 days away & my body is already falling apart!

It hurts to walk. I still can't feel my right foot. But the rest of the leg is in constant pins & needles. How to live? D:

Sides of my mouth are cracking & bleeding a lot more than my lips are.

Kayaking gave my fingers tiny cuts which makes washing hands painful (if i can't see them why should they hurt too?) & ugly painless bruises on my elbows & MUSCLEACHE ALL OVER (what about tan lines!)

Plus have breakout. I thought sunburn burns off all pimples!

Still got dry run tomorrow (whats the meaning of No fbts allowed?!) At most die halfway then whoever i'm with will have to carry me back to tanjong rhu. Apologise in advance! :D



Is this real?

Cause this heart is just starting to heal
You're so close to making me feel alive.

pmz